Just kind of fuzzy and numb.
People said I looked sad...
What do you think?
Anyway, today is over and went rather quickly.
I left just a few minutes early and was able to catch the 533 train. A
little treat. I'll be home 30 minutes earlier than normal. Yeah, I know
it doesn't sound like much but, it feels like so much more.
Time IS relative. My time at home, free to do what I want goes so fast.
I get up at 5am every morning just to have that time for myself.
Workout, eat a real breakfast etc... but, it's still 5am.
Then when I get home after work, make some food, take out the garbage
etc... I get maybe 2 or 3 hours for myself but, I'm tired from work,
everything is closed or closing and I will need to sleep soon.
I didn't intend to babble on like this but, what have we done? Why do we
just accept life as it is. We have turned ourselves into machines,
handed ourselves over to the corporations, and for what? Money sure,
money for the business of business... but, if we all said that we would
only work 4 days a week.... okay I know it will never happen. Some
greedy fucks will always put their self interest over the good of the
rest... nevermind....
I just need to move to Europe.
Get a month vacation every year, universal health care, and an
understanding that work is for a means and not for an end. Work is not
for itself. And with my month of vacation I could travel to any number
of countries by train.... what the hell am I still doing here?
Let the mid-life crisis begin. Haha
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